Title says it all, and I know y’all have heard the stories. I used to be a lightweight, the feeling of being so out of my head high satisfied some sort of unfulfilled need.
About 5 years later and I have to hit at least 3 dabs to feel much of anything, and even then it hardly feels different than being sober. Can’t remember the last time weed made me feel trippy. A gram used over the course of the day does little more than keep my anxiety at bay for a few minutes at a time.
I hate how this is now. It’s expensive, doesn’t relieve me of stress or get me out of my head. But I can’t, nor do I want to quit. Because as much as I hate this, I hate the sensation of paralysis I suffer when I don’t have some sort of drug to numb the ever present pain and fear of the human condition.
Grandstanding aside, tldr: What can I do?