Oh fuck why did I get an interview a week and a half after I relapsed

I’ve been trying to cut back and did for about 1.5-2 months. Recently stressful life events drove me back to daily use of potent weed. My benzo cravings are down and my sleep is through the roof. But now I’m back at it and I have an interview for a job next week! God now iMm scared I will lose my ticket to finally my own life is in jeopardy because I have no willpower. It doesn’t specify drug testing but it likely will since I’d work with patients. Fuck…