We all have been in home a lot. Unfortunately some homes are more hostile than others. My dad and sister are a ton aggressive because reasons. Sometimes they yell at me for nothing. Non-weeder me would yell them back and all would end in disaster. But now, they yell at me sometimes when I’m high and I just hear and analyse. I think more about the situation that I just answer the right thing. Later I lock myself and cry just a few songs. Finally I feel free and I keep going with my stuff. Are your stories similar?